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Pleasure &
Pain

by Renee Speaks

He remembered everything she said. He answered before she finished asking. By the time Ariel could tell the difference between being adored and being owned, the door had already locked behind her.

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Pleasure & Pain

Out August 11, 2026 · Kindle & Paperback

Ariel wanted love. What she found was pleasure with a price.

Jason was everything dating had never delivered before. He was attentive, generous, and certain. He texted good morning before her alarm went off and remembered things she had only mentioned once. After years of "almost," this felt like being found.

Then came the questions. Where she'd been. Who she was with. Why she needed anyone else at all. Every answer bought a little peace. Every answer cost a little ground.

By the time Ariel understood what she had agreed to, the safe word didn't work anymore, and the only people left who could reach her were the two friends she'd been talked out of calling.

Content note Coercive control, intimate partner abuse, and violence. Explicit sexual content. Intended for readers 18+.
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Curious

In progress · Coming next

Kim built the life she was taught to want. Chris awakened everything she was taught not to.

At thirty she's the youngest CIO in the history of one of Virginia's largest financial institutions. She has parents who still call every Sunday, a best friend who'd bury a body for her, and a corner office with a view.

Then Chris finds her eleven years after one night cost him his pro football dreams and ended their friendship. He's steadier, softer, and honest about everything except one important detail.

When Kim finally learns what Chris has been carrying, she doesn't walk away, she stays. And staying is what brings Jalen into her life.

Content note Explicit sexual content, polyamory, and adult themes. Intended for readers 18+.
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Trophy Wife

In development

Travon Nancy was a top-three pro basketball prospect before he ever played a college game. Katrina Monroe had been beside him since sophomore year of high school.

Katrina was a sharp, funny, and on her way to a mechanical engineering degree. According to everyone with an opinion, she was not the kind of woman a man like him ends up with. Lose weight. Study less. Pay attention. Be easier to handle and photograph.

One week before the biggest tournament of his college career, he made her the ex-girlfriend. Then he won a national championship, went number one, and married Veronica Riddendale, the university president's daughter. She was raised her whole life to be exactly what Travon believed he'd earned.

Veronica keeps his schedule. She keeps his image. She keeps a tracker on his phone and a policy on his life.

It takes a string of hard lessons for Travon to understand what the word trophy actually means. By then, Veronica had gone from wanting him home to wanting him gone. He still went looking for Katrina, but some doors don't stay open forever.

Content note Stalking, obsessive and violent behavior, infidelity, and body shaming. Explicit sexual content. Intended for readers 18+.

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About the author

Renee Speaks

Renee Speaks writes contemporary adult romance about the complicated realities of love, intimacy, identity, betrayal, and desire. Her stories blend emotional depth and psychological drama, while the intimate moments are there to reveal character and move the story. She draws on real experiences and the twist and turns of modern relationships to build people whose choices are rarely simple or predictable.

She wrote her first complete story, The Mystery Kids, in the fourth grade. Poetry, music, and personal essays followed. After years of writing as Renee Speaks, she decided to finish what she started at ten and become a published author.

Outside of fiction, she works in a specialized field spanning technology, data management, and science. She's also pursuing a doctorate, researching technological innovation and its effect on people and organizations. Whether in fiction or research, she is drawn to the same things: human behavior, identity, faith, and the truths people struggle to say out loud.

Pleasure & Pain is her first release in The Dating Files.